February 2012
81 posts
Day 6
1:05 AM Nakakalungkot lang at nakakainis. I know that when you love someone, you have to accept everything about that person. Pero, kung nararamdaman mong nasasaktan na yung taong mahal mo dahil sa mga bagay na ginagawa mo… mag-aadjust ka ba kahit konti lang para sa kanya? o pilit mong ipo-point out yung thought na kung mahal ka nya talaga, dapat tanggapin ka nya? na problema nya na yun na...
On a side note… jgh and I just finished cooking pasta and… there’s iced tea. Oh. This is life. #justtryingtobehappy
Day 5
2:55 PM Anong nangyari? Day 5 pa lang. Akala ko ok na ako. Sabi ko gagawin ko na kung ano ang tama. Pero wala pa rin… Nakokonsensya na talaga ako :( Ang sama ko. Ok, let me forgive myself for the very last time…But after this… I should be a good man. :(
Seriously.. I must really fix my life.
Day 4
9:51 AM 996 more days to go! Woo. Okay, mag-aaral talaga ako today. For realz. Para na rin di ko na siya masyadong magambala :)
Day 3
10:01 PM One of the best things, for me, is seeing the face of the one you love upon waking up. It just gives me a very happy feeling. And yeah, I love this day. I love seeing her face at the very start of my day. I’m just happy now. But I know this should not be… Ugh. I mean, eventually we will again realize that these things should not be happening. And I think, I’m bothering...
Day 2
12:02 PM - When I woke up at around 7, I want to wake her up. I mean, it has been a habit. But I can’t. I don’t know what to do. :<
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9:10 PM - It’s happening again. We don’t know what to do… I kinda felt better… but… I’m also confused. I don’t know. I just really don’t know. Look. It’s only day 2 but we act like...
Day 1
AM Good morning lovelies. Hope this will be a good day. Please.
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11:08 PM I’m still not ok. But I know, after some time… everything will be fine. It’s just awkward that whenever I see her, I keep remembering that things between us are not the same anymore. I just don’t know how to deal with it. I wanna talk to her, make her smile, make her laugh.. But then...
Anonymous asked: okay. talk to me if u want.
Anonymous asked: I think kilala mo na ako kahit di ko sabihin. pati spacing sa smiley, napansin mo. Do I have to say my name?
Anonymous asked: you really want me to talk to you? pag-usapan natin problema mo?:)
Anonymous asked: what do you really feel about her? Since, sinasaktan ka niya ng paulit ulit based on your statement. Is there any changes? is there any reason aside from time kaya niya ginagawa yun?
Anonymous asked: "putangina, paasa. ayoko na. sorry if a keep ranting here. i have no friends." How did you know na pinaasa ka lang? I think somehow we have the same situation. I want to know more about your story.
Anon, let's talk some more
Anonymous asked: what's bothering you, dude? :) chill out slob!
Sabi sa email ko someone asked me "who's that...
but i can’t effing see it on my tumblr inbox. anyway, she’s not. I WISH.
